There is an emptiness I feel inside mama. Holy Sunday is the day that you went to meet Jesus! The whole weekend you were struggling to breathe I prayed to God if I wouldn't be able to handle watching you take your last breath that He would make a way for me not to be there. So when I went to your bedside to kiss you and tell you bye, somehow I knew that the time was for you to go to your mansion in Heaven and that Jesus was answering my prayers... The week before you past away mama The Lord spoke to me that your spirit needed ministering to. He gave me a duty to do and that was either putting your favorite Catholic channel 19 on and or praise & worship music on by your bedside. So last Friday I brought my radio and I was obiediant to follow God's instruction!!! I am so happythat was done, I know for a fact you are with Jesus! But things are not the same without you... You have given me so much in my life mama! You have shoed me how to be a devoted wife and mother. That no matter what life brings you you NEVER desert your family. I miss your beautiful smile. You will always live in my heart, I LoveYou Big Big, from your baby girl, Pat!!!
